Year In Review

Well,it's nearly the end of the year yet again.Another year is gonna end and it's also a time to reflect back on all the things which bore any significance to my life.Let's look at back at the 5 most significant event that has happened for this year.Let's get the ball rollin' then.Drums please!DUM!DUM!DAM!DUN!DAM!DUN!DUN!DAM!(imagine the sounds from the song "We Will Rock You")

5.I went to my first ever prom.Yup.You read that right.First ever!I know it sounds kinda lame and very loser-ish (Does that word even exist?).I didn't look at all stylish that night but what matters was that I enjoyed it.My friends enjoyed it.Or did they?The only thing which I wanted to complain was that I went to the prom without a date.Isn't that what proms are supposed to be about?I went to a prom without a date?How sucky can that be?My date was Fareez.And that sums it all up.My date was a guy!hahaha...it's funny thought when you think about it.Two guys going to a prom for the first time.Correction.One guy.Not two.Well,maybe you guys must be thinking:This loser is making a deal of a crappy prom night.To me,I think this was a very significant event this year.Plus,it's my final year.What better way to end it by going to a prom without a date.Damn that last sentence sounds so embarrassing.

4.The next thing that was very significant this year was that I finally got a car to commute to class.All these years,I'd either be walking to class or hitching a ride with my friends to class or anywhere.I'm not gonna brag that I bought a Suzuki Swift but what the hell,it's better than not having a car.It's a cool car.I liked it.I liked the color and I bought it.No second thoughts about it.I waited for a long time to have a car and finally I got one.Sniff.Sniff.Yet again,you readers must be thinking:What issit with this guy when it comes to getting a car?It's just a damn car.Everybody has one.That's not significant at all.AT ALL!Think what you may but it's a very important thing this year.I'm proud to have my Deadmobile.Hey,it sounds catchy doesn't it?

3.I graduated this year.Finally.After all the hardships,I've finally graduated from MMU.Although I didn't manage to get a first class degree but,I still made it through.I got a degree,didn't I?I regret I did not study hard enough to excel in my studies.It's unexplainable actually.I work hard and yet I fail in some subjects.I start early and yet I'm behind the pecking order.One word to describe all that:IDIOT!I've been living in denial all this while.I'm not smart!I'm not clever!I'm S.T.U.P.I.D!Sheesh.....Anyways,it's all done and dusted.I've graduated already.No use crying over things that have already passed.The best part about this whole graduation thing was that my convocation was held on my birthday!How cool is that!I get to have a double celebration.My birthday+my convocation.Cool eh?Double celebration.Still,I'm not too proud on having made it through with a 3rd class degree.I managed to graduate but I'm not to proud of it though.And I blame it on myself for living a miserable life before this.

2.I managed to get a job.I don't know how I got it but I'm thankful to God for giving me that chance.I gladly took it with open arms.I don't remember even applying for that job and yet Maybank called up to tell me that they wanna call me up for an interview.When I think about it,I'm really dumbfounded about the whole thing.I thought I answered crap that day and yet,I got it.Amazing!That really boosted my confidence and is something which will go down in the history of my life as something of a miracle.I mean,who'd wanna hire a loser like me to be part of their organisation?Only a fool would take a chance on me.Then again,isn't everything in this world full of risks and about chances?

1.This will not only go down as the most significant event in the whole of my life.It's the most holy shit thing of the year.Who would have thought that I'd have a girlfriend who I'm gonna get engaged to soon?I did not see this thing coming.Nobody did.It's just fate.God really has amazing plans.I'm glad he put me in this little plan of His.Think about it.For the most part of my time here in MMU,I've been chasing after the wrong girl and finally after I've graduated,I bagged the right one.She was there in front of me and I didn't notice it.Actually,I didn't notice her because she's always sitting at the back and I'm always sitting in front of the class.Nevertheless,the way things went out between us has been nothing short of.....amazing and strange.Strange in the sense that I was going after another person and somehow I coupled up with Amy.From then on,it's history as people usually say it.When I said amazing,I meant all the things that she's taught me and of the things that I've been missing all this while.I'm lucky and thankful for what has happened.Things like this don't happen more than once.

Well,there's the list of the most significant things that has happened for me this year.It sounds childish but hey,I've always had that inner child in me,controlling me and making me think like an immature bitch.Anyways,here's to looking at the future.I wonder what holds in store for me in 2009.Issit gonna be as good as this year?Who knows?I'm just excited of what's coming and definitely looking forward to future events.

So,are you ready for the new year?What have you been up to this past year?Ask yourself that and improve yourself.And that goes to you,Azrai.You're the one who's supposed to be improving yourself.

Currently listening to "Will2k" by Will Smith.

Rainy day

Hello dear readers.I'm stuck here in McDonald's on a rainy day.Since I don't have an internet connection,I have to bring my laptop here to this place and hang around here while I waste my life away and writing this entry here.It's pretty fucked up actually,with me being stuck inside the restaurant.I can't go out because it's raining pretty heavy out there.Thank God I didn't send my car to get washed or else it'd be a waste of money.

I'm getting engaged!

Geez.I feel like it's been like forever that I've written something on my blog.Well,as you know,I don't have much of a life these days and I'm just too darn busy with work (Yeah right!).Actually I'm just too lazy to find a spot with free Wi-fi.What can I say,I'm too poor to even have an internet connection at home.

So,what have I got to say about myself.First things first.I wanna say that I'm getting engaged.Yep.E.N.G.A.G.E.D.I'm not joking.It's the real deal.I AM getting engaged.Doesn't sound like I'm telling the truth eh?I know I'm a liar and I swindle people but I'm not shitting you readers on this.Who am I getting engaged with?Definitely not with Megan Fox I ain't.Nor am I getting engaged with Shia Lebeef.No.I'm getting engaged with my lovely,Amelia.

I know it sounds kinda rush or anything but I guess,things just became that way.When you think about it,it sounds....strange and in a way,it got me thinking,how'd it get this way?We were in the same class for like...4 years...then somehow with God's good grace,we end up hooking up with each other and now we're gonna get engaged.Seriously,I never saw this part of this ever happening in my life.Yet,I'm thankful to have her.I'm also to lucky to have her.She's been wonderful to me.Even when I screwed up real bad,she forgave me.When I said real bad,I'm talking about shit that can fuck up a relationship.And yeah,she gave me a good whooping after that.haha.

Anyways,that's all i gotta say about that.I'm just getting engaged.Nothing special.Just an engagement,people.

Currently listening to "Down with the Sickness" by Disturbed.

Finally....Deadpool is back

Finally,I'm back to update my blog.It's been like 3 weeks since I was last online.Or issit 2?I can't recall.Time flies really fast.

I think I'm gonna enjoy my work.It's not that bad.It sounds bad but actually it's not as bad as it sounds.Sure,I get angry callers some times but after they hear my smooth and silky voice (Cue:the puking) they start to tone down on the shouting and swearing.Some people can't take it you know.I start at 8.45am and finish at 5.45pm.After that,it's over.No need to think about it.It's not like you're gonna see those people who swore and scold you.Plus I get to go the gym after work.Ain't that cool?Now I look buff and tough like Shia LeBeef.

It's been an eventful month.I'm not sure whether I should be talking about it but maybe I will tell about it in the near future.

Currently listening to "Barenaked" by Jennifer Love Hewitt.

Hari Raya

Finally,the fasting month is over.Ramadan is over and we are now celebrating Aidilfitri.Of course,this is a moment to to celebrate about.What have we achieved during the fasting month?Some people have lost weight while some haven't.Some people have become a better muslim and some....I dunno....that's for you readers to think about.

I think Ramadan this year is the best ever.Why?Simple.I got to spend my Ramadan with my loved one and I started work during this month.It's been a special 30 days for me.When I look backed at the past 30 days,I'm thinking that I've never felt happier than those 30 days.I really had fun with Amy.I find myself helplessly in love with her.Hehehe...Ok.Now I'm sounding like a fucking pussy here.C'mon 'Pool.You're not supposed to be talking like a damn pussy who's always bitching about stuff.Be a man.Do the right thing.Whatever that would be.

And now comes Aidilfitri.A day where the radio will play the same Raya song over and over again until we all get bored listening to those songs.Seriously,I'm getting tired of listening to the raya songs on the radio.I just can't understand why the radio djs have to play some songs over and over again until we all can't take that song anymore.It kinda reminded me when the song "My Boo" was at the top of the billboard charts.Radio stations everywhere were playing that song over and over almost every hour.Now they're doing it again.If you thought you were getting irritated listening to James Blunt's song "You're Beautiful" then you're going to find Jason Mraz's "I'm Yours" equally irritating.

So,what else would I wanna crap about.Hmmm...I'd love to talk about one or two things but I thinkI'd rather leave it for another day to write about it.I wanna enjoy this two day break from work.Gosh I really wish Friday was a holiday.

Oh and by the way,Slipknot has come up with a new album.Please go to the nearest Speedy video or Artist Gallery and buy the CD.It's not that expensive.In fact,I'm heading there myself to buy the new Slipknot CD.Buy original.Don't download it.

Currently listening to "Psyhosocial" by Slipknot.

Ain't happy.AT ALL!

You know,when you're working,you're supposed to be happy to receive your salary.People would be planning a lotta things once they got their salary.They'd be like planning about where to spend all that money.Not me.I am definitely not happy.

The reason:
1.I have to pay for my car.
2.I have to pay for my rent.
3.I have to save some money for a future event.*wink*wink*
4.I can't think of a better way to spend the money other than for my own stupid self.

Sheesh.Ain't I the most pathetic guy ever on this planet?I mean,I can't take Amy out on a nice dinner without ending up being pennyless at the end of the month.It's easy for me to ask her for some money but I ain't gonna do that.I'm not the kinda person who'd ask a girl for money.Besides,where's the honor in that?

Sometimes,I got myself thinking.With this kinda thing going on,would I be able to sustain a healthy financial status like this?Hell,imagine me with this kinda financial situation when I get married?What a horror flike that would be!It got me thinking.I have got to find a solution for this.Gotta get some extra money.I wonder where?I can only think about drug pushing or even my ass hole.But then again,who'd wanna buy from me?Even I wouldn't want to buy from myself.It's disgusting.I can't imagine myself bending over for some ugly ass guy.Urgh...Now THAT is disgusting.

Sigh.I miss watching wrestling.

Currently listening to "I Miss You" by Incubus.

Changes

Well,hello,there.It's been awhile since I last updated my blog.I did update a new entry like a few minutes ago but that one was like a week old already.I just didn't have any idea what to write these past few days.

I could have written more on my work but I just don't feel much like writing about it.It's boring job where I can get easy money.I just have to sit on the chair and listen to idiots who can't work the stupid website.It's a simple thing but still people get it wrong.Whoops.Better not say more or else I'd be the one making the same mistakes like those idiots.

What else can I say about the current events?Hmm...Since I got here,I've missed 3 episodes of WWE Raw.Damn.I wanna watch that show but I just can't find a place where I can watch it.I've totally missed out on a lotta things.Plus,I'm missing out on Gossip Girl.People are talking about it but I haven't watched it!!!!I need my laptop!

The only comfort from all of this is that I get to see my girlfriend everyday.There are occasions where I can't see her because of work but I'm glad I got the job here in Shah Alam.I can't say for sure that when a we're close we don't have arguments.We do have our occasional arguments.Sometimes,those arguments are really bad.There was this one time when she wanted a breather and that was like a bomb blowing up inside my heart.I admit I made a mistake and I'm paying for it.Thank God though things were back to normal (or so I think).All it took was just one idiotic move and things would definitely spiral out of hand.Trust me,hell hath no fury when a woman (or girl) gets angry.I learned that the hard way.So,the moral of the story is never go and keep secrets from your loved ones.If you wanna keep a secret,make sure that it stays a secret.Oh, and if you wanna message a former crush,make sure you don't overexaggerate it or else there's gonna be hell to pay.Imagine Brad Pitt messaging Jennifer Anniston and then Angelina found out.Woooo..there's definitely going to be a storm brewing.

Currently listening to "Sillylilly" by Bunkface.